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{Friday, July 30, 2004 . }

hey kids...

i am coming home tomorrow from the wonderful world of mexico... i hope to see all of you guys in the next few weeks before i leave (again)... this time to chicago for school.

the kids here are definitely pretty cool but i miss being in la mucho and i cant wait to get home.

today my roommate and i took our señora and her grandson out for lunch... good times... good times... last nite there was a bbq at one guys house and then clubbing... tonite theres a party at skool... oh yea and i ¨graduated¨today too so there ya go...

lots of random thoughts going thru this crazy head of mine... lots of strange dreams ::bastards:: and just funkiness over all... i´m definetly ready to go home... kinda wish i was going today... but oh well.... one more day wont kill me... plus it has been a lot of fun... my emotional energy is just running on empty...

in other news i am now officially officially done with cal poly... i have completed my last courses for slo and now it is all terminando... crazy huh?

i feel like im in this movie that i had to watch for biology sophomore year of high school... i think its called gattaca... its about this guy who wanted to go to space... he wasnt supposed to for some reason or another so he pretended to be someone else and eventually made it... right before he left he realized that he actually had quite a few reasons to stay on earth but by that time it was too late... yea... thats how i feel... leaving cal poly has been my vision since i got there... but now that i am leaving i have all these damn reasons to stay... i guess thats just the way it goes... its too late to stay so i just gotta run with it... bye bye cal poly... it was nice knowin ya...

well bye kids... ima go enjoy the last bit of time in mexico yo tengo... adíos te amo


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{Tuesday, July 27, 2004 . }

so i spent the weekend in acapulco... me gusta mucho

i love ppl with positive attitudes... one of the girls in my hotel room has a real negative attitude and finds something wrong with everything/everyone...

we had a bit of a tiff when she told me 1) to not drink because she didnt want to look after me... (which she has never had to do) and 2) that i could not (according to her) go parasailing because she didnt want me to...

so when i responded that she wasnt my fuckin mom and that if i wanted her damn opinion i would ask for it... and then went on to say that i was going to drink even more exuberantly than i had been planning to because i dont need people telling me what to do... i then went out onto the beach and went parasailing... had a great time and spent the rest of the weekend happy and contented...

so yea i need to work on not doing things just cuz others specifically tell me not too... little teenage-y but oh well

im coming home this saturday... getting excited... i love mexico but it will be nice to go home... hope to see u guys real soon... adios

i love you
bye bye


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{Saturday, July 17, 2004 . }

rest in peace ralph barkus... you were a good man.  you were taken from us much too soon but i guess thats just the way it goes.
 
in other news im having a really fun time in mexico... the cal poly kids here are pretty decent i guess... my roommate is a typical sorority girl... but shes decent i suppose. 
 
classes here r a lil hard but manageable and i get to go out all the time so its been good times
 
and i will leave you with lyrics to one of the best songs ever written... its in spanish... download it
 
la mesa con mas aplauda
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Que comience la fiesta   
Sa sa sa yakuza, yakuza   
Sa sa sa yakuza, yakuza   
Mesa, mesa, mesa que más aplauda   
Mesa que más aplauda, mesa que más aplauda   
Le mando, le mando, le mando a la niña      
Mesa que más aplauda sí,   mesa que más aplauda no   
Mesa que más aplauda le mando   le mando le mando a la niña   
Sa sa sa yakuza, yakuza (4x)      
Tú me aplaudes (sa, sa),   
Que tú me aplaudes (sa, sa, sa) (2x)      
Sa sa sa yakuza, yakuza (4x)   
Tú me aplaudes (sa, sa),   
Que tú me aplaudes (sa, sa, sa) (2x)      
Mesa que más aplauda sí,   mesa que más aplauda no   
Mesa que más aplauda le mando   le mando le mando a la niña   
Sa sa sa yakuza, yakuza (4x)      
Y los doctores (sa, sa)   
y los ingenieros (sa, sa)   
y los licenciados (sa, sa)   
y los arquirectos (sa, sa)   
los contadores (sa, sa)   
y los maestros (sa, sa, sa)   
sa sa sa y a tu sa, y a tu sa   
y los albañiles (sa, sa)   
el obrero (sa, sa)   
el herrero (sa, sa)   
el carpintero (sa, sa)   
y los choferes (sa, sa)   
y todo el mundo (sa, sa, sa )   
sa sa sa y a tu sa y a tu sa   
y los malandros (sa, sa)   
y los huevones (sa, sa)   
los hijos de papi (sa, sa)   
y los junior (sa, sa)   
y los fresas (sa, sa)   
los que le roban el dinero a mamá   
y se lo gastan en clímax      
sa sa sa yakuza, yakuza      
Mesa, mesa, mesa que más aplauda   
Mesa que más aplauda, mesa que más aplauda   
Le mando, le mando, le mando a la niña      
sa sa sa yakuza yakuza      
los de Río Medio (sa,sa)   
Buena Vista (sa,sa)   
maniobrista (sa,sa)   
quinta etapa(sa,sa)   
melano del perro (sa,sa)   
la 21 (sa,sa)   
la Cuauhtémoc (sa,sa)   
colonia Centro (sa,sa)   
Zaragoza (sa,sa)   
la Guaca (sa,sa)   
Costa de Oro (sa,sa)   
Costa Verde (sa,sa)   
el Virginia (sa,sa)   
el Reforma (sa,sa)   
Mocambo (sa,sa)   
Boca del Río (sa,sa)  
 el Manantial (sa,sa)  
 la Carranza (sa,sa)   
y todo el mundo (sa, sa, sa)   
sa sa sa y a tu sa y a tu sa   
y los de Tabasco (sa,sa)   
los Poblanos (sa,sa)   
los Chilangos (sa,sa)   
de Durango (sa,sa)   
de Sonora (sa,sa)   
y los de acapulco(sa,sa)   
guadalajara(sa,sa)   
guanajuato(sa,sa)   
nuevo leon(sa,sa)   
reynosa(sa,sa)   
tijuana(sa,sa)   
Sinaloa (sa,sa)   
y los de tepiiiiito¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡   
y todo el mundo sa sa sa   
sa sa sa yakuza yakuza   
los de Jalapa (sa,sa)   
Orizaba (sa,sa)   
los de Córdoba (sa,sa)   
Poza Rica (sa,sa)   
Minatitlán (sa,sa)   
Coatzacoalcos (sa,sa)   
Ciudad Mendoza (sa,sa)   
Alvarado (sa,sa)   
Ciudad Cardel (sa,sa)   
y los Jaroooooochos     
 sa sa sa yakuza yakuza      
el Irapuato (sa,sa)   
el Monarca (sa,sa)   
El Monterrey (sa,sa)   
el Necaxa (sa,sa)   
el Toluca (sa,sa)   
el Cruz Azul (sa,sa)   
los Pumas (sa,sa)  
 las Chivas (sa,sa)      
EL AMÉRICA..... QUE CHIGUE A SU MADRE¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡      
Arriba los Tiburones      
sa sa sa yakuza yakuza      
Que todo el mundo aplauda   
que todo el mundo aplauda   
que todo el mundo aplauda   
le mando le mando le mando a al niña     
 Mesa que más aplauda   
Mesa que más aplauda,   
mesa que más aplauda   
Le mando, le mando,   le mando a la niña (2x)
 
 




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{Wednesday, July 07, 2004 . }

hey guys!!

so i´m in cuernavaca mexico!! wahoo!! i got here on saturday and i will be here til july 31st. i´m here on an immersion program with cal poly... its been good times!! my moods definitely bounce around between being happy and being all xtra homesick... but its still a lot of fun. learning lots of español... muahahaha... we´ll i´m trying to learn but i dont kno how successful i will be...

me and a bunch of other cal poly kids have been barhopping and all that jazz... on fourth of july there was a bar with no cover AND an open bar... how sweet does it get?! so i was pretty trashed on my first day of class... hahahahaha... then we went out again last nite too... so i was kinda hungover for class today... but its all good

but yea its been interesting... good learning experiencia

so yea email me!! i miss all u bastards so yea... drop me a line or a tag...

ok off to do something... haha adios
love you
bye bye


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"I believe I deserve my enemies, but I don't believe I truly deserved my friends"
Walt Whitman

"The problem is ... how to remain whole in the midst of the distractions of life; how to remain balanced, no matter what centrifugal forces tend to pull one off center; how to remain strong no matter what shocks come in at the periphery and tend to crack the hub of the wheel."
Anne Lindbergh

"You must be the change you wish to see in the world."
Mahatma Ghandi

"If a man hasn't discovered something that he will die for, he isn't fit to live."
Martin Luther King jr.

"I know it seem hard sometimes but uhh
Remember one thing
Through every dark night, there's a bright day after that
So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out
Keep your head up, and handle it"
Tupac "Me Against the World"

"i want something good to die for to make it beautiful to live"
Queens of the Stone Age "Go With The Flow"

"And every time I try to be
What someone has thought of me
So caught up, I wasn't able to acheive
But deep in my heart the answer it was in me
And I made up my mind to find my own destiny"
Lauryn Hill "The Miseducation Of Lauryn Hill"

"Sometimes I might get a little crazy
And sometimes I might seem
Out of hand but I'm sayin
Life's too short for me to let you dictate
What I say and the moves I make
Sick of people tryna tell me what to do
It's my life and I'ma live it like I want to"
TLC "My Life"

"I feel like an angel
With my broken wings
So I can soar again
Lord let me in
Baby through all the passion the pain and the hurt
I feel like I'm fallin, yeah"
Mary J. Blige "Rainy Days"

"Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me
Have mercy on my soul
Somewhere my heart turned cold"
50 Cent "Many Men (Wish Death)"

"Inside I was a child
That could not mend a broken wing
Outside I looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing
And I'll remember the love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you changed me"
Madonna "I'll Remember"

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