usaucy.minx
{Monday, May 31, 2004 . }

qwell kids im fedckin druenk aw alll hellllll dadadadad d-r-e west coasst is back for all u suckas top dog rite or wrong mutha fuckas... crip walk u dumb fuckin white ppl!!! ok feel better christina... you's a homie and im sorry ur face is all messed up.... ok no more talking
bye i love you


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{Thursday, May 27, 2004 . }

this is second to last thursday in slo

i am so confused.

i kno i need to leave but damn, why did i have to meet so many awesome people now?

where the hell were u guys last year?

leaving is going to be so much harder than i thought it would be

i screwed up AGAIN! i let my heart get involved in my life... i hate it when i do that... :-(

i've had a fun but very stressful week. extremely glad its over.

goddammit... ya get just a lil bit of alcohol in me and i turn into an emotional pansy... *sigh*

oh well... goddammit... why the f*ck am i crying about a place that i've actively hated for nearly two years? dammit... guess thats just the way it goes

i love you
bye bye


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{Tuesday, May 25, 2004 . }

I GOT INTO LOYOLA UNIVERSITY CHICAGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOLY FUCKIN SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

about every emotion possible is running thru my veins rite now... just crazy fuckin completely crazy

in the fall i will be leaving california. i have never spent more than a week outside of california. so i guess heres where it gets real....

i kno ima miss home so bad at some points. ima miss california like no other... its given me everything i could ever want or need. my city of angels... SO CAL... nor cal... slo cal... *le sigh*

but it is time to move on... i figured out that when i left for cal poly i wasn't ready to go to college... but i couldn't stay at home either... i hope im ready this time... ima be a hell of a lot farther away in a place that i've only been to once... but if i could (eventually) make cal poly a home away from home... i'm sure that i can do it again in chicago... wowzers!!!

im basically feeling every emotion there is... cept anger... just everything... one journey is about to end for me... and a whole new one is just waiting to start.

crazy how fast two years can go...

i love you
bye bye


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{Sunday, May 23, 2004 . }





I'm completely down-to-earth!

Find your soul type
at kelly.moranweb.com.



u were hit with this at 12:58 PM

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{Friday, May 21, 2004 . }

hey kids... been a while...

so loyola STILL hasn't told me whether or not i got accepted... sons of beeeeches... in other news skool is winding down... can't wait to go home

i chugged 2/3 of a bottle of hennessy last nite... goddamn... goddamn...

not much to say... my days as a slo student are winding down... *sigh*?

LAKERS SUCKAS!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

FREE KLEENEX FOR KINGS FANS!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA

well thats all i have to say

i love you

bye bye


u were hit with this at 11:10 PM

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{Wednesday, May 12, 2004 . }

hey kids!! well the seventh week will be over tomorrow holy sh*t!! my time as a slo student is coming to an end. still dont kno where im going next year. i'm really looking forward to this weekend cuz i need some chill time. i've been such a bastard and just haven't been doing wut i need to do.! argh. i'm not particularly happy w/ myself rite now but oh well... wut u gonna do? so i have a quiz and a midterm tomorrow as well as a spanish paper due... argh... i need to work on my anthro project too... oh yea..

ANNOUNCEMENT
if you or someone you know is in a interracial and/or same-sex relationship and would be willing to be interviewed about it please let me kno... i am doing a project on modern dating. so yea any help would be much appreciated. plz IM me uHHoHHitzsLoMo or email me at mreardon@calpoly.edu .


alrite so thats all bye bye i love you


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{Monday, May 10, 2004 . }

so the slacker in me has reared its lazy head. :(

this weekend was chill, didnt do much of anything. i didnt even drink! crazy huh? haha. well i've been feeling kinda blah blah blah lately so i dunno wut to do bout that. its seventh week. kRikEy! rite when i really need my energy to be increasing... not decreasing dammit!! but oh well. so i'm STILL waiting to here from loyola chicago... i've called so many times that i kno the names of practically all the ppl that work in the admissions office... pretty pathetic huh? haha... oh well... we'll see rite? ummm still blah... argh.. gonna bounce

i love you


u were hit with this at 7:56 PM

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{Saturday, May 08, 2004 . }

wow... my blog is two years old!! crazy shet!!

umm just chillin like always
kinda been feeling lonely... i guess cuz just about everyone went home this weekend...

the future is flying towards me and i still dont kno where ima be at next year.

argh... well nothing to say bye bye i love you


u were hit with this at 6:30 PM

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{Wednesday, May 05, 2004 . }

haven't been here in a couple days...
1) i've been pretty busy
2) my comp was busted
3) i'm lacking interesting things to say

my parents and my sister came up this weekend... that was really nice. me gusta mucho. theres something at UC Santa Cruz that i want to go to this weekend but i have no ride... any takers?

its weird... when ever i start blogging all the kind of mundane-ness of life seem to overshadow everything else. my life is so damn boring!! haha. well maybe... maybe not.

well i'm in the language lab at skool becuz i should be studying for my scary arse GERMAN! midterm tomorrow. :'-( but yea just wanted to blog. next year is coming way to fast and i still dont kno where im going. *hoi*

well that will work itself out in time... but now i really do gotta go cuz i have a whole GRIP of german to do. :-( catch ya later kids!

i love you!


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"I believe I deserve my enemies, but I don't believe I truly deserved my friends"
Walt Whitman

"The problem is ... how to remain whole in the midst of the distractions of life; how to remain balanced, no matter what centrifugal forces tend to pull one off center; how to remain strong no matter what shocks come in at the periphery and tend to crack the hub of the wheel."
Anne Lindbergh

"You must be the change you wish to see in the world."
Mahatma Ghandi

"If a man hasn't discovered something that he will die for, he isn't fit to live."
Martin Luther King jr.

"I know it seem hard sometimes but uhh
Remember one thing
Through every dark night, there's a bright day after that
So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out
Keep your head up, and handle it"
Tupac "Me Against the World"

"i want something good to die for to make it beautiful to live"
Queens of the Stone Age "Go With The Flow"

"And every time I try to be
What someone has thought of me
So caught up, I wasn't able to acheive
But deep in my heart the answer it was in me
And I made up my mind to find my own destiny"
Lauryn Hill "The Miseducation Of Lauryn Hill"

"Sometimes I might get a little crazy
And sometimes I might seem
Out of hand but I'm sayin
Life's too short for me to let you dictate
What I say and the moves I make
Sick of people tryna tell me what to do
It's my life and I'ma live it like I want to"
TLC "My Life"

"I feel like an angel
With my broken wings
So I can soar again
Lord let me in
Baby through all the passion the pain and the hurt
I feel like I'm fallin, yeah"
Mary J. Blige "Rainy Days"

"Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me
Have mercy on my soul
Somewhere my heart turned cold"
50 Cent "Many Men (Wish Death)"

"Inside I was a child
That could not mend a broken wing
Outside I looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing
And I'll remember the love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you changed me"
Madonna "I'll Remember"

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