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try to stop me. i dare you. name: maureen nick names: momo, slo mo, homeslice, shweaty, krikes, fOO, sister, burnt toast, mofo, pigeon, peeeejon, fluffy, irish girl, mick, optimistic cow, mo-wobble, crunchiez, speed racer, croc hunna, qui-qui, white trash, redneck, giant, homie, trick, crazy girl nationality: IRISH BABY!!!! oh snap!! watch out now!! birfday: 4. 27. 84 where i spend my time: holdin it down in los angeles and chicago educated at: immac grad of 02, studied in mexico and chicago but i call slo my home majoring in: international studies and spanish hobbies: chillin with all the homies... if u kno me... u kno how i do cheers for: THE ONE AND ONLY... LOS ANGELES LAKERS!!! BOW DOWN TO GREATNESS!! and the loyola chicago ramblers shout outs to: all the PANDAS!! and the MUSTANGS!! the MRC, the VIP(4 eva), all the homies, the pigeons, 2 skwerd, da CKKW! the TOAST family, yo momma chip cookiez, the MCK!!! the bread box crew and the fOO tang clan!! [alisha] [amy] [angie] [belinda] [bj] [chris] [christine c] [christine n] [christine t] [coleen] [cressa] [erlynne] [francine] [gladys] [heather] [jhona] [joanna] [kat] [keith] [maddy] [maria] [marlene] [michelle] [robert] [sharlene b.] [sue] [vanessa] Blogger Blogskins DynamicDrive home may 02 june 02 july 02 august 02 september 02 october 02 november 02 december 02 january 03 february 03 march 03 april 03 may 03 june 03 july 03 august 03 september 03 october 03 november 03 december 03 january 04 february 04 march 04 april 04 may 04 june 04 july 04 august 04 september 04 october 04 november 04 december 04 january 05 february 05 march 05 april 05 may 05 june 05 july 05 august 05 september 05 october 05 november 05 designed by: dreamwalker game scripted by: Lancer game script from: syahidah time & calendar scripts from: DynamicDrive  |
ok. despite my fear of letting ppl i dont kno too well see the craziness that goes on in my head, i've decided to put my blog link in my profile. this prolly doesn't sound like a big deal to anyone else, but it is for me. as a kid who values privacy more than most things, this was hard for me to do. so please respect my space. . good weekend. sylvana came to visit mardi gras mardi gras riot mardi gras riot reported in the LA Times and on CNN.com CNN California Mardi Gras celebrations turn violent Sunday, February 22, 2004 Posted: 12:11 PM EST (1711 GMT) SAN LUIS OBISPO, California (AP) -- Mardi Gras celebrations turned violent when partygoers threw bottles and rocks at police, who responded by firing rubber bullets and tear gas and arresting as many as 60 people, officials said. The rowdy revelers started hurling beads, bottles, cans, road cones and even a steel pipe at officers late Saturday after police broke up two large parties at an apartment complex near the California State Polytechnic University's San Luis Obispo campus. An estimated crowd of about 5,000 was dispersed by police officers and sheriff's deputies. Police said 50 to 60 people had been arrested by midnight, but there were no reports of anyone being injured. ***************************************************************** LA Times THE STATE 130 Arrested in Melee After Mardi Gras Parties Police intervene when a crowd of up to 5,000 near San Luis Obispo campus turns riotous. From Times Staff and Wire Reports Mardi Gras festivities degenerated into a small riot near Cal Poly San Luis Obispo late Saturday and early Sunday, leading to the arrest of 130 young people on charges that included being drunk in public, refusal to disperse and resisting arrest, authorities said. Law enforcement officers from several agencies spent six hours breaking up a crowd of 5,000 young people who threw rocks, bottles and steel pipes at them. San Luis Obispo Police Department spokesman Rob Bryn said six officers received minor injuries. Police used pepper balls, which explode with pepper spray on contact, and other nonlethal projectiles, to disperse the crowd near the campus after breaking up two large parties at a student housing complex, he said. San Luis Obispo has one of the largest Mardi Gras celebrations on the West Coast, but city officials decided in 2001 to ban the increasingly rowdy parade. A federal judge ruled in 2002 that the ban was unconstitutional, and the parade returned to a daytime venue last year. About 10,000 bystanders showed up in the rain to see the Sunday afternoon parade this year, Bryn said. . . blah. getting to that stressful part of the quarter... arrrrr.... oh weyell umm yea... just a lil out of it... seems like things haven't been going so well recently... time to just go into hyperdrive and handle my biness. so ready for blast off? 3...2...1!! . this weekend was horrible i actually cried in front of my mom i am not a happy camper . morning kids!! bwahahahahaha ok here's my song of the day... it doesn't really reflect my mood... but its just such a bomb song song of the day so many tears tupac I shall not fear no man but God Though I walk through the valley of death I shed so many tears (if I should die before I wake) Please God walk with me (grab a nigga and take me to Heaven) Back in elementary, I thrived on misery Left me alone I grew up amongst a dyin breed Inside my mind couldn't find a place to rest until I got that Thug Life tatted on my chest Tell me can you feel me? I'm not livin in the past, you wanna last Be tha first to blast, remember Kato No longer with us he's deceased Call on the sirens, seen him murdered in the streets Now rest in peace Is there heaven for a G? Remember me So many homies in the cemetery, shed so many tears Ahh, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears.. Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears Now that I'm strugglin in this business, by any means Label me greedy gettin green, but seldom seen And fuck the world cause I'm cursed, I'm havin visions of leavin here in a hearse, God can you feel me? Take me away from all the pressure, and all the pain Show me some happiness again, I'm goin blind I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin well I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail? My life is in denial, and when I die, baptized in eternal fire I'll shed so many tears Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears.. Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears Now I'm lost and I'm weary, so many tears I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death, now there's nothin left There was no mercy on the streets, I couldn't rest I'm barely standin, bout to go to pieces, screamin peace And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it I had my mind full of demons tryin to break free They planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin the flame inside my brain like a match, such a dirty game No memories, just a misery Paintin a picture of my enemies killin me, in my sleep Will I survive til the mo'nin, to see the sun Please Lord forgive me for my sins, cause here I come... Lord, I suffered through the years (God) and shed so many tears.. God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears Lord knows I.. tried, been a witness to homicide Seen drivebys takin lives, little kids die Wonder why as I walk by Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, gettin high This ain't the life for me, I wanna change But ain't no future right for me, I'm stuck in the game I'm trapped inside a maze See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin crazy Disillusioned lately, I've been really wantin babies so I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady Don't trust my lady, cause she's a product of this poison I'm hearin noises, think she fuckin all my boys, can't take no more I'm fallin to the floor; beggin for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door -- shed so many tears (Dear God, please let me in) Lord, I've lost so many years, and shed so many tears.. I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears.. God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears . argh im emotionally unstable rite now sometimes u just gotta wonder goddamit ok so i think i'm being all blah to protect myself from the hurt that i kno i am going to feel later. psychological shet. if i make sure to keep the wall up then i wont feel like i'm leaving anything behind. i thought i had it figured out. i really dont. everything is up in the air. where the FUCK am i going?! i just need an IMMAC hug. :-/ i've been getting my work done like a hardcore mofo!! which is cool but damn i am so tired all the time now :'-( getting up at 3 will do that to ya. i dont think ima continue this skedule next week. its making me way too goddamn sad and depressed. way too goddamn lonely. but im doing well academically so its not a total loss. *le sigh* so im heading home this weekend. should be good stuff. i just need to go home. haven't been there in a month and a half. getting a lil homesick/LA sick. i need my city of angels!! for all my los angelenos out there.... heres a song just for us!! song of the day under the bridge red hot chili peppers Sometimes I feel Like I don't have a partner Sometimes I feel Like my only friend Is the city I live in The city of angels Lonely as I am Together we cry I drive on her streets 'Cause she's my companion I walk through her hills 'Cause she knows who I am She sees my good deeds And she kisses me windy I never worry Now that is a lie I don't ever want to feel Like I did that day Take me to the place I love Take me all the way It's hard to believe That there's nobody out there It's hard to believe That I'm all alone At least I have her love The city she loves me Lonely as I am Together we cry I don't ever want to feel Like I did that day Take me to the place I love Take me all that way Under the bridge downtown Is where I drew some blood Under the bridge downtown I could not get enough Under the bridge downtown Forgot about my love Under the bridge downtown I gave my life away . how can someone or something continue to hurt you long, long, LONG after they've passed? my heart just isn't healed. i feel broken. still. this needs to stop. u are so not worth this. i've gotten stuck here yet again. and its so bloody hard to get out. i've never been hurt so much by anyone else. ever. i've never felt so completely and totally horrible. i've never been stabbed in the back like that before. i've never spent hours w/ tears filling my heart b/c i'm so sad i can't cry. i've never hated anyone before. i've never been unable to forgive. i've never been haunted like this before. your shadow just won't leave me alone. i only talk about you to other people when i'm drunk. when i let myself feel the pain you've given me. this pain that try as i might i can't heal. i wish you could hear the things i say. i wish you could have any appreciation for the hell you've put me through. i wish i could look you in the eyes and tell you everything i think about you. i do hate you. i wish i didn't. i wish you didn't still poison my mind. but oh well. you do. so basically, in conclusion; fuck you. . well i've just started my new skedule... going to bed at 7pm and getting up at 3:30am... its not too bad... and i got a whole mess of work done... it is a bit lonely... :-/ cuz none of the kids i live w/ are awake this early... but oh well... i went up to monterey bay this weekend to visit sylvana. it was WAY FUCKIN AWESOME!!! we went up to uc santa cruz.... omg... ME GUSTA!!! thanks for letting us chill w/ u SLICK!!!! i owe ya mucho!! wahoo!!! can't wait to do it again!!! :-D oh yea and a girl in my suite, christina, LENT me her CAR. WHOA. thats way awesome/scary. umm yea.... PMSing.... shiesty mood... ::bastards:: good superbowl parties.... from wut i remember... :-D just for u sylvana!!!!! "ocho.... cero..... cinco....." JUST FOR U!!!! oh yea... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD!!!! AND TO ALEX!!! YAYAYAYAYAY!!! . |
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