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{Monday, August 25, 2003 . }

::waves goodbye to sylvana:: *sigh*

song of the day
Go With The Flow
Queens of the Stone Age

She said "I'll throw myself away,
They're just photos after all"
I can't make you hang around.
I can't wash you off my skin.
Outside the frame, is what we're leaving out
You won't remember anyway

I can go with the flow
But don't say it doesn't matter anymore

I can go with the flow
Do you believe it in your head?

It's so safe to play along
Little soldiers in a row
Falling in and out of love
With something sweet to throw away.
But I want something good to die for
To make it beautiful to live.

I want a new mistake, lose is more than hesitate.
Do you believe it in your head?

I can go with the flow
But don't say it doesn't matter anymore
I can go with the flow
Do you believe it in your head?

I can go with the flow
But don't say it doesn't matter anymore
I can go with the flow
Do you believe it in your head?

I can go with the flow
But don't say it doesn't matter anymore
I can go with the flow
Do you believe it in your head?


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{Wednesday, August 06, 2003 . }

interesting week...

im really really loving summer... i'm just sad that people are already heading back to school... :'(

chilled w/ sylvana yesterday... went over to marge's house... hung out w/ her and shana! yay!

having so much time on my hands leads me to think about a lot of things that maybe i shouldn't think about... but i do anyways... haha... im a glutton for punishment i spose... thinking about certain events in the past... dynamics of relationships... self evaluations... examinations... looking to the future... a whole lot of thinking... i've been extremely self- critical... and while it can be necessary... i need to start leaning more toward the constructive criticism as opposed to the harsh criticism... so thats my note to self... haha

well... all my party people... especially the ones leaving in august... we need to chill one more time this summer... so yea... hit up the (old) cell...(805) 276-**** sorry... dont wanna put the whole thing here...

so school is rapidly approaching... i register for my classes on friday... hope i get wut i want... ::knock on wood::

well i ahve a lot more on my mind... but i guess it just wants to stay there for now... alrite... thats all from me for now

if this is the last time ya hear from me... I LOVE YOU!!!!!


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{Tuesday, August 05, 2003 . }

lying to the padres

its funny.... i spent my entire high school career lying to my parents... i was pretty good at it, could get away with just about anything, and never had my conscience kick in at all...

flashforward

so i lied to my parents about wut i did on friday... my mom figured out b/c i should have had about 20 miles on my car and i had 250... hahaha.... so i told my mom about going out to riverside but not the party... my mom believed me... but i feel like sh*t now.. when she was asking me if i did anything else... i was like... come on mom i'm not a junior anymore!! so i had to straight up 100% lie to her... and i really feel bad about it... so i guess the moral is that i either need to tell my mom the truth... or lose the conscience... hmm... still pondering that....


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{Saturday, August 02, 2003 . }

yesterday was quite interesting!!!

first... went to rabiztown and picked up mari... then went to west cov and picked up maria... then out to stinky cow country... aka... riverside!!! went slightly off course... haha... but found our way in the end... Mari and Maria took care of their business... got to see their apartment... then headed back to west cov to drop off maria... then to glendale to mari... then home!!! phew!!! left my house at 12:30 pm... got home at 7 pm

then... dun dun dun... i partied like it was 1999!!! picked up sylvana... headed over to salvador's place... then walked from their to our friend sandra's apartment for her 21 st birthday!!! happy birthday sandra!!! got happily inebriated... muhahahahaha... as did everyone else... i think alex took the cake... he was trashed....

quotes from the evening (NONE said by me!)

"I WOULD F*CK EVERYONE IN THIS ROOM!!!!! YEEEEAAAAAA!!!!!!!!"

"i just got slapped in the face by 9 inches of fake dick... wow"

"since we're already good friends... the only place to go from here is f*ck buddies"

"YOU ARE SO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"WAIT... they HAVEN'T had SEX?!?!? i'm completely baffled"

"for women, anal sex is like running ass backwards thru a cornfield"

"oh no!!! BUFU action in the corner!!!"



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"I believe I deserve my enemies, but I don't believe I truly deserved my friends"
Walt Whitman

"The problem is ... how to remain whole in the midst of the distractions of life; how to remain balanced, no matter what centrifugal forces tend to pull one off center; how to remain strong no matter what shocks come in at the periphery and tend to crack the hub of the wheel."
Anne Lindbergh

"You must be the change you wish to see in the world."
Mahatma Ghandi

"If a man hasn't discovered something that he will die for, he isn't fit to live."
Martin Luther King jr.

"I know it seem hard sometimes but uhh
Remember one thing
Through every dark night, there's a bright day after that
So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out
Keep your head up, and handle it"
Tupac "Me Against the World"

"i want something good to die for to make it beautiful to live"
Queens of the Stone Age "Go With The Flow"

"And every time I try to be
What someone has thought of me
So caught up, I wasn't able to acheive
But deep in my heart the answer it was in me
And I made up my mind to find my own destiny"
Lauryn Hill "The Miseducation Of Lauryn Hill"

"Sometimes I might get a little crazy
And sometimes I might seem
Out of hand but I'm sayin
Life's too short for me to let you dictate
What I say and the moves I make
Sick of people tryna tell me what to do
It's my life and I'ma live it like I want to"
TLC "My Life"

"I feel like an angel
With my broken wings
So I can soar again
Lord let me in
Baby through all the passion the pain and the hurt
I feel like I'm fallin, yeah"
Mary J. Blige "Rainy Days"

"Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me
Have mercy on my soul
Somewhere my heart turned cold"
50 Cent "Many Men (Wish Death)"

"Inside I was a child
That could not mend a broken wing
Outside I looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing
And I'll remember the love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you changed me"
Madonna "I'll Remember"

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