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::waves goodbye to sylvana:: *sigh* song of the day Go With The Flow Queens of the Stone Age She said "I'll throw myself away, They're just photos after all" I can't make you hang around. I can't wash you off my skin. Outside the frame, is what we're leaving out You won't remember anyway I can go with the flow But don't say it doesn't matter anymore I can go with the flow Do you believe it in your head? It's so safe to play along Little soldiers in a row Falling in and out of love With something sweet to throw away. But I want something good to die for To make it beautiful to live. I want a new mistake, lose is more than hesitate. Do you believe it in your head? I can go with the flow But don't say it doesn't matter anymore I can go with the flow Do you believe it in your head? I can go with the flow But don't say it doesn't matter anymore I can go with the flow Do you believe it in your head? I can go with the flow But don't say it doesn't matter anymore I can go with the flow Do you believe it in your head? . interesting week... im really really loving summer... i'm just sad that people are already heading back to school... :'( chilled w/ sylvana yesterday... went over to marge's house... hung out w/ her and shana! yay! having so much time on my hands leads me to think about a lot of things that maybe i shouldn't think about... but i do anyways... haha... im a glutton for punishment i spose... thinking about certain events in the past... dynamics of relationships... self evaluations... examinations... looking to the future... a whole lot of thinking... i've been extremely self- critical... and while it can be necessary... i need to start leaning more toward the constructive criticism as opposed to the harsh criticism... so thats my note to self... haha well... all my party people... especially the ones leaving in august... we need to chill one more time this summer... so yea... hit up the (old) cell...(805) 276-**** sorry... dont wanna put the whole thing here... so school is rapidly approaching... i register for my classes on friday... hope i get wut i want... ::knock on wood:: well i ahve a lot more on my mind... but i guess it just wants to stay there for now... alrite... thats all from me for now if this is the last time ya hear from me... I LOVE YOU!!!!! . lying to the padres its funny.... i spent my entire high school career lying to my parents... i was pretty good at it, could get away with just about anything, and never had my conscience kick in at all... flashforward so i lied to my parents about wut i did on friday... my mom figured out b/c i should have had about 20 miles on my car and i had 250... hahaha.... so i told my mom about going out to riverside but not the party... my mom believed me... but i feel like sh*t now.. when she was asking me if i did anything else... i was like... come on mom i'm not a junior anymore!! so i had to straight up 100% lie to her... and i really feel bad about it... so i guess the moral is that i either need to tell my mom the truth... or lose the conscience... hmm... still pondering that.... . yesterday was quite interesting!!! first... went to rabiztown and picked up mari... then went to west cov and picked up maria... then out to stinky cow country... aka... riverside!!! went slightly off course... haha... but found our way in the end... Mari and Maria took care of their business... got to see their apartment... then headed back to west cov to drop off maria... then to glendale to mari... then home!!! phew!!! left my house at 12:30 pm... got home at 7 pm then... dun dun dun... i partied like it was 1999!!! picked up sylvana... headed over to salvador's place... then walked from their to our friend sandra's apartment for her 21 st birthday!!! happy birthday sandra!!! got happily inebriated... muhahahahaha... as did everyone else... i think alex took the cake... he was trashed.... quotes from the evening (NONE said by me!) "I WOULD F*CK EVERYONE IN THIS ROOM!!!!! YEEEEAAAAAA!!!!!!!!" "i just got slapped in the face by 9 inches of fake dick... wow" "since we're already good friends... the only place to go from here is f*ck buddies" "YOU ARE SO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" "WAIT... they HAVEN'T had SEX?!?!? i'm completely baffled" "for women, anal sex is like running ass backwards thru a cornfield" "oh no!!! BUFU action in the corner!!!" . |